I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus’ lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don’t quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence, because my existence started from conception when I was formed in your womb. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you, maybe you didn’t expect me, but God sent me to you as a special gift, I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, “Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me.” Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn’t anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy and also chase wrong men away from you and let only the right man stays in your life, that man would love you and accept me with you. Above all, I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. Now I couldn’t; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn’t know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father.

Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, “Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels.”

I didn’t know what abortion was; I guess that’s the name of the monster, Jesus told me so; He said you sent it to me. I’m writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn’t; the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arm and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn’t want to die. Now in heaven I was told your hands and records are tarnished with blood, innocent blood of your own baby girl.

Also, mommy, please allow the innocent BLOOD of Jesus to watch you from this blemish, and watch out for that abortion monster, don’t use it to destroy God’s gift in your womb again, don’t allow this to be on your records again, so that I can see you in heaven here with Jesus. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful. When you get to heaven, you will know my name.


Your Baby Girl

The greatest murder in life is murdering an innocent man, and no one on earth is as innocent as unborn baby. So killing, aborting or evacuating such innocent human being is the worst crime.

When you think you have unwanted pregnancy, think about Mary, the mother of Jesus. She had the worst unwanted pregnancy in the history of the world. Being a virgin, she was pregnant, yes from Holy Spirit, but how many people would understand at initial to alleviate the shame? How many people will she tell that, “Hey, I am not a bad girl, I’m still a virgin, what you see is from the Holy Spirit” And how many people would even believe her? Since such had never happened in history before her case, that a virgin got pregnant and still a virgin, but your case is not as strange or funny as her case. But then her shame turned to glory later. So you may have shame now, but if you trust God, endure and accept the pregnancy as Gift of God, not as a product of your mistake; the shame will later be turned to glory as it happened to Mary.

If you have committed abortion before, if you have suggested abortion before, if you have abetted abortion before, if you have carried out abortion before as a medical person, you are all in the same page before God. You must repent now, surrender all to Jesus and allow His precious Blood to speak a better thing to your life than the innocent blood of Abel. Hebrews 12:24. Then, you must confess to the necessary people for you to confirm your forgiveness. Do not deceive yourself by saying you have confessed to God, you must also confess to one another James 5:16: Maybe your parents, your pastors, or your partners.

If you did it in past and you are still single, confess to your partner before you marry, so that your confession can be sincere. Open up your sins before it will open you up at last. And decide never to commit such great crime again in your life; you may not have second chance.

You are blessed!

Psalm 127:

3 Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord,

The fruit of the womb is a reward.

4 Like arrows in the hand of a warrior,

So are the children of one’s youth.

5 Happy is the man who has his quiver full of them;

They shall not be ashamed,

But shall speak with their enemies in the gate.

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I have noticed with utter dismay some bad habits practiced by some Christians, even during Church services, and even inside the Church building.

These habits fall into different categories. Some are appalling, some disgusting, some funny, some unthinkable, some sinful, some are, some are, think of it; the list is endless!

What do you make of someone doing ‘Notice me’ kind of habit, even in the church?!

Come to think of it, someone who is just trying to show-off his brand-new latest iPone6 in the Church, what does the person want to achieve?

A lady trying to ‘gum body’ with a guy in the church, for what?

A guy ‘toasting’ a girl in the church, and even during church service, what relationship does he want to have?

A politician coming to the Church to canvass for vote from church members, are we on the campaign ground?

A school proprietor trying to ‘seduce’ church members to enroll their children/wards in his/her school, irrespective of the proprietor’s status in the Church, either he/she is the pastor, the G.O, whatever, who cares :(?

Lifting up your offering, and wanting people to see you give offering, when you bring a ‘big’ offering to church, but trying to squeeze a cramped note/coin into the offering basket when money ‘na shinkinni’ Who are you giving to? Mtcheew, to you I say, ‘Diaris God oo’.

A female Praise-Worship leader, wriggling her body to the admiration of the crowd, just to show she’s curve, Uhmn, to you I reserve my comment.

Discussing with someone during sermon, have you come to talk or you’ve come to hear and worship? May you not miss your moment of encounter in Jesus’ name.

Using of phone during church service, who is calling you or who are you calling? Is that the right time to browse, upload pictures, update your BBM, Facebook, Instagram or Whatsapp profile? Uhmn, don’t lemme talk o.

Uhmn, what of sleeping during sermon? You remember Eutycus? You better be careful, cos many of church leaders are not having Paul’s kind of anointing, so that ‘I’m sorry o’ won’t be your case.

I’ve even heard of somebody, who slept during a deliverance prayer our in a particular church. During the program, there was a prayer of ‘Father let every of Your blessing for my life, from the East, from the West, from the North and South locate me, enter into me and be my portion’. While this prayer point was on, this person started dozing, and eventually fell asleep. After some other prayer points raised, there was another prayer point that said, ‘Father, every work of the devil in my life, every curse in my life, in my father’s house, in my mother’s house, in my generation, in my place of residence, in my village, in my land; every trace of the work of the wicked in and around, Father, uproot them, and send them back to sender’. It was the shout of the prayer that made the person to wake up! And unfortunately for him, he didn’t know that he had slept and that another prayer point was on-going, he just continued with ‘Father, let them enter into me, let them be my portion’, while other are saying ‘Father, uproot them, send out, back to sender’. What do you expect of the life of such a ‘sleeper-in-the-church’?

You are free to add other Bad Habits in the Church that you know in the comment.

You can also watch a Video here

In all, whenever you go into the house of the Lord, be prepared to know what is expected of you, and make sure you do accordingly. God bless you.

Olalekan Sam. O.